Will waiting bring about Good things???

It had been a month since I last update this blog.... think I am really too busy with work. My present job is very time consuming but it is not a very hard job to do. When there is work... there is alot of time use up. But when there is no work, you just spend time waiting. A lot like in the army. You wait to work, work to wait. hahaha

Anyway, the whole of july I been waiting. 伯乐寻千里马，千里马已经准备好了但伯乐还是在等。现在是万事俱备只欠东风。东风会来吗？ 我已经等候多时了，再等一个月又如何。 只要东风来。

Recently, I start to lead back to those lonely single life again.Hoping and waiting for someone new to enter my life.Haha... as time goes somehow I doesn't like this "freedom" life. Not totally dislike but just something seem to be missing.

This type of life is not so exciting but it is exciting. No report strength and no one to be responsible to and also no need to worry how the other half feel. But on the other hand, the "hassle" is both fun and interesting. Someone there to talk to when u need. Someone there that will care about you, someone that will "irritate" and "piss" you. But you are still happy about it. HAHA.... Really FUCKED UP right. HAHA....

I met many during this period of time.... I slowly realise I looking for someone with trace of both my ex.... hopefully someone who can fulfil about 80% of them combine and 20% something new and fresh. Both of them I say are extreme of the scale. I think I cannot accept an new extreme and make either of them to be in the middle....

When the first ended I wanted totally opposite but when the second ended I wanted someone in the middle but with a little more tilt towards the first. This is not because I like the first one more but the amount of freedom given is something I look for. Not to the fullest extend that y need the "freedom check" offer by the second one.

I guess I can say what I want. After 2 fail one, I know myself better. I admit I might be the best person to be in a relationship but who is? We all learn through experience.

I told HN once recently I think.... the next one will be the hopefully the last one. The end all.... but this type of things cannot say too early. U never know. HOWEVER, I will work toward the end all solutions. HAHAHA :D

This relationship thingy is something that you don't look for it, it will come and look for you. IF you look for it, it somehow never come to you. I was in the mood of not looking for it after the 2nd one. I needed a break. But 5 months of single hood, it is appearing but not in the best form. Maybe GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH WAITING FOR... I can only wait for now.