Another Season begin again

Today mark the start of another EPL season. The question will be who will win it this year.

For me every year is the same. It is going to be Arsenal. This year the feeling is stronger than last year. The team is still the same less only a key player Flamini. Helb is gone but it was worth the money. Gilberto is off but at the age it was also worth it. Time for the youngster to prove what last season pain is all about. Every year they say Arsenal never spend and they are not going to fight for anything, last year this time everyone was saying this shit and Arsenal self-destructed at the end.

The pain will be there and this time, Arsenal will better it. No more self-destructed and come May ARSENAL WILL BE CHAMPION.

A nice phrase

如果你不爱一个人，请放手，好让别人去爱她。如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己,好让自己爱别人。人生中有很多钟爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。

Saw this phrase from a friend MSN" nick... think it is very nice.

Will waiting bring about Good things???

It had been a month since I last update this blog.... think I am really too busy with work. My present job is very time consuming but it is not a very hard job to do. When there is work... there is alot of time use up. But when there is no work, you just spend time waiting. A lot like in the army. You wait to work, work to wait. hahaha

Anyway, the whole of july I been waiting. 伯乐寻千里马，千里马已经准备好了但伯乐还是在等。现在是万事俱备只欠东风。东风会来吗？ 我已经等候多时了，再等一个月又如何。 只要东风来。

Recently, I start to lead back to those lonely single life again.Hoping and waiting for someone new to enter my life.Haha... as time goes somehow I doesn't like this "freedom" life. Not totally dislike but just something seem to be missing.

This type of life is not so exciting but it is exciting. No report strength and no one to be responsible to and also no need to worry how the other half feel. But on the other hand, the "hassle" is both fun and interesting. Someone there to talk to when u need. Someone there that will care about you, someone that will "irritate" and "piss" you. But you are still happy about it. HAHA.... Really FUCKED UP right. HAHA....

I met many during this period of time.... I slowly realise I looking for someone with trace of both my ex.... hopefully someone who can fulfil about 80% of them combine and 20% something new and fresh. Both of them I say are extreme of the scale. I think I cannot accept an new extreme and make either of them to be in the middle....

When the first ended I wanted totally opposite but when the second ended I wanted someone in the middle but with a little more tilt towards the first. This is not because I like the first one more but the amount of freedom given is something I look for. Not to the fullest extend that y need the "freedom check" offer by the second one.

I guess I can say what I want. After 2 fail one, I know myself better. I admit I might be the best person to be in a relationship but who is? We all learn through experience.

I told HN once recently I think.... the next one will be the hopefully the last one. The end all.... but this type of things cannot say too early. U never know. HOWEVER, I will work toward the end all solutions. HAHAHA :D

This relationship thingy is something that you don't look for it, it will come and look for you. IF you look for it, it somehow never come to you. I was in the mood of not looking for it after the 2nd one. I needed a break. But 5 months of single hood, it is appearing but not in the best form. Maybe GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH WAITING FOR... I can only wait for now.

No more cunts talk

I have decide to stop writing about those cunts in my blog because it is a waste of time. and starhub just join that list too. I also found out that this list will never end because everyone is different and thinking is so different. To me they cunts but to other they are great. That will make the great cunts. hmmmm..... anyway.. It is over....No more cunts talk.

I will start to pray for my future... I really hope____________ it will come this year______ and I can _____________non-stop.


Pick this lycis up when I was going throught lyrics of other song. Only those experience will understand the meaning and the real feeling.

当爱情来了谁又能说我舍不得寂寞
当爱情走了谁又能说我不觉得失落
当爱燃烧过谁又能说我不觉得快乐
当爱变沉默谁又能说我过的很洒脱

Euro 2008

The group are drawn and the final 23 are selected..... who will be the new Champion of EUROPE????

16 teams, one winner and the winner will be remember. How rightly so, because who care about the loser.

This year the best 16 is in the competition. Only "big" name not in is England but no surprise as they are always about hyped... not skill... so y bother.

I will updated here again when read through all the final 23 squad name and give my prediction.

True blue CUNTS

Sharon stone is the true blue CUNTS.

She said that the quake in China is the karma for treating the Tibet this way. She said she is a good friend of the Fucker....

I think this sl*t is a goner already. she is saying that just because how the China treat Tibet,... 67,000 plus and still increasing mostly children deserve to Die and rightfully die because of the treatment of DALAI LAMA!!! It just show what type of friend the politician Lama have and how smart the slut is. Also more importantly how irresponsible the Yankees are.

She is just a cunts and she is but she just make herself a bigger slutty cunts. There is no need for apologise because apologise mean excuse and it mean cover up. You already show your true face... I really wonder those "charity" work if any you ever done is for what purpose??? confirm it is not to help ppl.

It just show what type of friends the politician have, how brainless and how inhuman they are. 67,000 dead and still rising with more disaster like flood going to happen , you say this is karma.... WELL DONE....YOU ARE WHAT I CALLED A TRUE BLUE CUNTS.

SHARON STONE DON'T APOLOGISE BECAUSE IT WILL JUST SHOW HOW FAKE A CUNTS U ARE... NO AMOUNT OF APOLOGISE IS GOING TO COVER UP YOUR THINKING. 67,000 DEAD MOSTLY CHILDREN IN EXCHANGE FOR THE RIOT IN TIBET.... YOU MATHS IS REALLY GOOD.

Thoughts of the day....

I always wonder why they want us to put a title on this blog..??? cannot understand.

Anyway, been a long time since I last wrote something on this website.

Time really fly... started a new job and still trying to adjust to the new lifestyle... but think it will not last for me... too long hour and it is eating into my weekends.... time to look for job after ICT.

It had been almost 2 months since my grandma passed away, but whenever I dream of her I will wake up in tears... the loss is still huge impact for me.... I think I need a longer than expected time... It is easy to come to term with it but it is not easy to let go.... Time is the only essence.

This few months of single hood make me realise that it is always easier to be single. There is no need to share anything and I can really do what I want. There is no need to think of the other half thinking. It is easier to change plan without considering the feeling of the other. Maybe I am still no ready to go back to any relationship yet. I don't know....

What I know now is there is work to do tomolo... alot.

I just praying my potential Joint Venture will take off smoothly in Sep. Still planning the timeline out... there is really no time this weekend to do it... trying to make time this wed night to plan it all out. This is more important than my job... this is survival.

As usual there are a lot of Cunts in the world that wish there is no peace.... at present I can see 2 big Ch** by*... namely the politician that goes around saying he is a living Buddha and the richest man in the world. Enough of this 2 CB Cunts already. ESP the former, when China is suffering from the earthquake and so many ppl had loss their life... he is still saying what happen in Tibet???? what a bloodly penis...LJ...CB..cunt.... IF he is Living Buddha( It is a pain to type of this 2 words for me to describe him) he should be helping and thinking of way to help rather than going around Europe to gather support for his selfish cunt act. ENOUGH OF THIS BIG CUNT. MAY BUDDHA APPEAR TO TEACH HIM WHAT IS BUDDHISM ...(PRAYING VERY HARD)

2nd Cunt...old and to retire... enough said. He can be the richest man but he is acting like a economist while saying the world's economists don't know what is happening... Time to go....

After 2 Cunts... there is a great man that appear in this trouble time to lead the suffering... he is the prime minister of the CHINA. HIS words to the Children in the quake... is touching and very meaningful.
Esp this phrase....这是一场灾难，你们幸存下来了，就要好好活下去.

Finally, a minute of silence for those who loss their life in the natural disaster in China and Burma.

End of season.

This is the end of another wonderful season of the EPL.

I remenber I wrote on this topic at the start of the season on and some comments on the team. What a wonderful season it was. For my Arsenal, it was a season that they throw away the title. The wrong choice of leaders and inexperience cost the title in the final run-in. There is no doubt it of what would have-been. Next season will be back in August... till then.

I was right that Torres was a 30 goals a season player, he prove me right and Arsenal didn't get him. What a waste. But good for liverpool to have such a wonderful player on their list.

It is interesting that the season is going to the final of minutes before the title is decided. TO me it doesn't matter who win cos it doesn't matter. Who ever is going to be champion I don't give a damm.

Now is just to follow a montion and look towards the Euro 2008.

I will be back with Euro prediction soon....

Boring

Last night wanted to go for a drink at night but somehow I end up waiting. Think it had been too long already.

Spending the last 4 months thinking of a lot of things that had happen.
Slowly I realise that I like to be single. No need to worry about or care about the other half feeling. This type of feeling never came to me until recently. Somehow it is always easier to be single.

Being Single, you can do alot of things and it doesn't really need to care how the other half feel. I like to be single now... maybe it is for life maybe it will not be for life. But as of now I know my dream to marry young will not happen and I am also not looking for it. I like to be like this now.

Sometime with someone by your side, you feel that you have to be responsible for your action and what to say and how to express in order to let the other be happy. you need to gain trust and alot of stuff.

Maybe things will change as time passed this low period, maybe it will not change. But one things is for sure, after 2 relationships, I understand myself more and realise that both relationships doesn't work out because there is more reason to it. From both experience, I realise that I need to find someone who is in the middle of the 2 girls. Both were 2 extreme in terms of character. I think I need someone in the middle.

I also came to know that there is no right one or right timing. Just that whether both can click or not. Both understand each other and started on equal footing and no guessing. Everyone is very hard to guess and there is always something that ppl want to keep for life. Some something are meant to be kept till death and some are just for the time being.

I like the freedom of being Single yet like the feeling of having someone by my side. Maybe you can call this companionship. If in a relationship, trust is never there its heading towards failure from the word go. Trust need time, but trust is also giving the benefit of the doubt.

I studied economic, and in economics everything is based on assumptions. There is also a saying... Assumptions is the mother of evil. Assumptions destory everything in person to person relationships. Once you assume the other person is something which he is not, you already passed a judgement on the person. You already given him the death sentence before even God passed HIS sentence. YOU ARE GREATER THAN GOD. WELL DONE.

If you are still reading until here... you must be interested to know what I am writing... haha... I just saying rubbish mixed with current feeling with a pinch of salt. HAHAHAHA... the reason for this long and I think a bit rubbish is because I AM BORED.

Thanks for reading. :)

Realisation

4 months have passed since I last had a job and this this 4 months a lot of things had happened.

In this 4 months I realise that a lot of things in life. Everyone is selfish.

Only people that are not are your parents, the rest all have their own agenda. Even close relative have their own agenda. They will talk the talk but never work the work. Never believe anyone.

Bloody Cheebye CNN

BLOODY CHEEBYE CNN.... If you want to scold and say some other people please sure who u are talking about.

When you say Chinese, it mean almost half of the world population not only those in CHINA. YOU BLOODLY CHEEBYE, LAN JIAO CNN.

When you apologise, say sorry and take back all those words. NOT DIVERT THE ARROW TOWARDS THE CHINESE GOVERNMENT, GOVT REPRESENT THE CHINESE AND IN TURN U JUST TAKE A TURN TO SCOLD ALL CHINESE.

CHEE BYE CNN.

Another Season

Gone are the Chances to win the EPL and CL for Arsenal. This year was what we called so near yet so far. Started the season so brilliantly, with all so-called expert saying Arsenal not going to win anything until they change their tone and Arsenal have to self-destruct.

It take a season to win the league but it take just 2 months to destroy everything. So Let look forward to next season, with this season of so nearly.

Arsene need to keep this team together, because this pain will grow in them and make them fight harder next season. Arsenal need, in my opinion, a GK, a Striker and a central defender. We have the best midfield that will fight for all the ball.

A Central defender because Willam Gallas just cannot make it in the middle. Although he suck but there is few good central defender out there to be bought. This is the biggest Headache.

A striker because till date Arsene still haven't got his fox in the box. GO GET DAVID VILLA. I have seen Vela(youth player on loan in Spain) played before, but I'm not sure if he can be the fox.

GK is a must if we are going to win the title next season, we have seen enough of Lehnman, this Spanish gk just not up to mark. GO get Fery.

Also more importantly, we need a new captain. William Gallas just sucks. The downfall this season start with his childish, immature display against Birmingham. That is enough to strip him off the captain armband. he doesn't deserved it at all.

Now we can only look forward to next season, this season with 4 games to go, blood the youth, get thrashed or lose, its ok. 4 games doesn't means alot, just send the youth out and rest the battered players. Arsenal have enough talent to show that next season will be even more exciting.


Arsenal fans stay behind after all the man utd fans had left OT. WAtch this video
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=55MFxXS-Ans

Let Support Beijing 2008

There had been many talks of free Tibet and the hateful effort of bastards trying to extinguish the touch. All these are the WEST trying to say human right on one hand and trying to interfere into another country domestic issue.

I believe no one like an outside to handle your house issue unless u are a weakling which DA LA LAMA is. He can be the top guest in any part of the world but to me he is just a piece of shit. I really wonder why would a Buddhist and he called himself Chinese, want to bring the foxes and wolfs into China and separate China. I believe they like to call him " Living Buddha". IT GOT TO A JOKE. If he is a living Buddha then why is he trying to cause disharmony in the World, bringing hate towards China and Chinese people. He is consider himself still part of China or the years of so-called exile had dirty his mind ??? Looking at the news on the 05/04 was like watching a comedy. It got to be the biggest joke this year.

I'm not China's Chinese but I know Tibet issue is an internal issue and only should be solved inside China with its laws and Bloodily no one else.

I think Chinese Should start a campaign to counter the so called free-Tibet movement. Let start a free-Florida, free-Manchester and free-Paca ( A place in France if you don't know) movement. All the free Tibet movement are started by ANTI-CHINA people. Namely, Westerner. But the Westerner area still buying Make in China as I write. HOW COME ???? It is because it is cheaper to buy then to produce it in their country but they are jealous and scared of the rise of the DRAGON.

Human rights issue are meant for those bastards in the WEST who are too free, go and tell Human rights to the poor who can hardly have 2 meals a days. Those bastard are too free to complain and having luxury meal while so many ppl are dying with one meal a day. And you want to talk HUMAN RIGHT??? TO HELL YOU GO.

Beijing 2008 is a coming out party for one of the oldest civilisation in the world. Let all support this if you are a Chinese, no matter where u are in the world because your root is always CHINA.

To the so called spiritual leader or exile leader... you are a monk, a Buddhist, seek peaceful settlement and make a stand. A house matter should be settle in house, not seek Foreign Ugly Bastardy voice to aid you. Stand and talk like a man. What you have done is just trying to make situation worst.

Oversea Chinese should be united to Thrash this anti-China movement. Let start a anti-West and let choose a state in the west to free it from the govt rule. Then they will know what it feel and like. Those Human rights group should just shut up, if they are so capable they will not be only talk and talk. We are talking about 1.3 billion people, how to improve it in months. It take generations. Who set the standard for human right ?? The Bastard West again. Accordingly to their higher standard of living, you set the standard and want to westernise the EAST? look at your own history and i think its say 300 years???? You are telling a 5,000 years of civilisation nation to be like a 300 years pussy ??? you must be joking.

"Good Friday"

Today is a very very very sad day.... My beloved GRANDMA passed away in the morning........ I am sad and relief. It mean the end of her suffering and she did go peacefully....

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Back Ache

Yesterday went to help my dad deliver goods, The parquet is really very heavy. I think the load for yesterday is about a tonne. Make 3 deliveries yesterday. Think too long never use the strength of my back today wake up with whole back aching and body ache... hai... too slack for too long.

I was browsing through channel news asia website in the morning then I saw the headline on tibet. To me this is a story of monks not understanding buddism at all. Being a monk you should be clear of everything including power.But why are these monks wanting to fight for power... how are they ever going to attain enlightenment. It is also very sad that there is so many so-called living buddha in Tibet. If this is a religion that want to have power then change your title to political party not a religion. Being a political party, I guess you will support from the Yanks. I just hope Singapore stop reporting on this type of rubbish stories. Religion want to have power and control... go filp chinese stories.. and u will know the ending.

Time flies I guess... It is time to look for a job. think this "job" will be part-time of sort. I still need about 2 more years of experience. Hope to find one soon.

Tired

Life have been really tired of late. Both mentally and physically as well.
So much things happening this few weeks that really starting to take its toll on me.

I need to take a break.... I have been saying this until now still not possible to go for an oversea trip. There is too much issue to release myself for an oversea trip.

Don't know how long more this is going to take, hopefully all will end soon. FOR THE BETTER.

REcently I found out that there is really interesting quote being display on the board of MRT of NE line. How they keep doing it and not follow SMRT to allow advertisement.

Some of the quote:

" you cannot teach a man anything, He can only fins it within himself"

"The golden opportunity that you are seeking is in yourself, not in the environment, not in chance, not in help of other or in luck. BUT IN YOURSELF"

"I'm not afraid of tomorrow as I have seen yesterady and I love today"




A very surprising result for the Malaysian election. The opposition take a bigger stand but still not the government. It show to be a warning to the government, don't improve and the next time the election come u will be out.

I had said many time to ppl around me that complain about the PAP government in Singapore, The government is elected by the people and they are voted in by you. Stop complaining when there is a policy that is not favourable to you, you choose them to govern the country. If you choose them, stick with your choice, not happy leave the country, else they teach u in the army, " suck thumb; Lan Lan"

NOt Happy then vote them out of the government the next time the election come, like the Malaysian our north neighbour, they dare to choose the opposition and give them a chance. BUT sadly, Being a Singaporeans we are "program" to not to take this risk.
Come next election time, PAP will still be government of Singapore, ppl will still complain about the government and yet want them to be government.

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因为看到妳的伤心和眼泪，我心很伤痛，我知道你要的幸福我不能够给，
你希望和想要的我很清楚也很明白，我相信我是可以做到你想要的。
事情往往不是人所想的完美，事与愿违。
妳的没信心和害怕让我没有能力继续。
可是这不是你的错，是我没有办法给妳想要的。
妳对我的好我会永远会记得， 因为你对我真的很好。
如今妳我已经决定，我只能说希望妳过的比我好，我就无悔了。
我真心地祝福妳，希望妳会找到妳要的幸福。
这可能是对你我最好的结果，因为现在的我没有办法给妳想要的。


在我人生这一道路上， 第一个对的时间，错的人，第二个对的人，错的时间。

Issues

Recently in the papers they are a few issues that caught my eyes and I just like to talk about them.

1. That Stupid Director think he is a big ass-hole, trying to bring attention by pulling out of the Olympic Opening and closing ceremony and bringing attention to Sudan. Can someone please tell him what does the Olympic games stand for? and really China with 1/6 of the world population don't need a yankees.

Ask him to go back and elect his president and hopefully the world will be a better place for the next 4 years after the last 8 was a hell of problems and human disaster.

2. Poor Edison, he had become the talk of the chinese community in asia. But I feel he should be forgiven. WHO DON'T HAVE A PAST?

3.The Stupid EPL is going to have a 39th round of games???? Aren't they getting enough money already. Luckly, they only have support from one of their former colony, which don't have a good football to talk about. Which they call the sport soccer.

I will never want to watch my beloved Arsenal playing "home" game at Kallang. Kallang is for my country's national team to play. Not for our former colonial master to use as a "home". What make me want to watch EPL is one day I can go to the Home of Arseanl to watch them play any team. It will be the best experience. It will totally be different from watching at Kallang or outside of England. Because over there, you will know why there is this type of rivaly. It will lose their meaning if played oversea.

PLease REJECT this proposal cos it will kill the game in the world.

Lunar New Year

Every year this time everyone esp chinese is very happy. It is the end of a old year and a start of a new year.

For everyone there is a reason for this period of time. For me this year, it cannot come any faster. Just 2 more days and the old rubbish pig is going home for another 12 years. Hope the year of the rat will bring a new begining as it is the start of a new cycle.

I wish everyone a Healthy and wealthy LUNAR NEW YEAR AHEAD.

The Passing of a Great Man

Yesterday, one of the greatest leader of Asia passed away. He is no other than Pak Harto. He is Indonesia's former president Suharto. He has his wrong doing and many other human right issue which still till today don't rest well with some Indonesian. However, he also had his fair share of good deeds and positive that contributed to ASEAN. He is a great man that brought at least a 7% annual growth to the economy of Indonesia for 10 straight years. For a country of that size, I think u can only look at China and India if you want to compare, US and the rest and sit aside and admire only.

Personally, to be able to command a big country like Indonesia in ASIA, he needs to be ruthless and tough. Only then can there be stability in this region. Asia is never going to Be like those westerner. We are different from them. Go back history of Asia countries, all great leader are tough and ruthless. Democracy don't rule in this part of the world. Those western are still trying to impose their ideology on us. Too bad but it will not happen any time soon.

Looking at Mr Suharto, he brought stability to Indonesia and indirectly to Asia. Indonesia being a very big country in term of people and size, need a leader, a strongman like him. Only then will there be stability and growth. I still believe the people of any country only ask for peace, stability, food and shelter. This is the most basic need of all mankind. Any Leader that can provide this should be given their due credit and honour after his passing. FORGIVE is a must for a leader like him but shouldn't FORGET about the misdeed that he had done. To err is human.

May he rest in Peace. Time will heal all the wrongdoing and he will leave his good name in History forever.

What is Life

This is something I wrote when I was in Sec 1. When I was coming to term with Life. Just saw it today when I was clearing my room. This is what I wrote:

Life is like a GAMBLE

You win some...You lose some

That why its like a gamble

Life is like a DREAM

You have sweet dreams as well as nightmare

There are night with no dreams as well

Life is like a GAME

You begin with expectation

If its fun, you hope it never ends

If it isn't, you hope to end it immediately

Life is like a JOURNEY

It will never be smooth sailing

You will meet storm along the way

Overcoming it will left a story to tell

else you will be trap.

Life is like a CLOCK

It stops moving when it run out of batteries

You stop moving when your time is up

If you meet with setback or failure

Pick yourself up and carry on

No one will pity you if you cry

Learning is part of this JOURNEY

Making Mistake is part of this GAME

Grabbing opportunity is part of this GAMBLE

Ambition is part of this DREAM

Treasure is part of this CLOCK

There is really no right or wrong in LIFE

To have ambition is to make LIFE more meaningful

To learn from mistake and grab the opportunity,

when it comes again is smart

Always treasure the time you have with your Loved one

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE

NO ONE KNOW IF THERE IS AFTER LIFE

LIVE IT TO THE MAX AND FULLEST

ENJOY LIFE WHILE IT LAST

MAKE IT WORTH YOUR TIME HERE.

That was written about 10 plus years ago. I serve to me as a reminder what I had not done these 2 years.

The Time is here.

Invest in a woman

It's a great fortune to invest your time in a woman, especially a good woman. If you are an experienced man, you would certainly agree with me.

Women are peculiar species. If you have succeeded in conquering her heart, she will ceaselessly sacrifice for you till the end of your life.

Just think over, you just spend a little of your time to go out for dinner with her, watch a movie or give her a simple gift, or say a few words to touch her heart or you promise her that you will bring happiness till the end of her life, or take time to help her kill some cockroaches in the kitchen, or sometimes spend some efforts helping her to carry some heavy stuff, or to open the car door for her. Continue to do all the above things and care for her well-being for 2 to 3 years to come…….. (more shrew ppl one year)

What do you get in return?

You will be amazed to find that you have a woman whom would continue to care for your well-being for the rest of your life. She will wait for you at the door steps with a greeting and sweet smile each time when you meet her (of course, you don't get the sweet smile when you are arguing with her), nevertheless, she would still prepare a warm dinner for you after the heated argument has faded away…

The greatest of all things she has done for her life, is to give birth to your child (of course, the unbearable pain need not be mentioned here)… She would continue to care and feed the child that carry your surname for many years to come no matter how naughty your child would be.

On top of that, she also does the thing you that hated the most, i.e. doing housework, washing your clothes, sleep your child and tossing alone in the bedroom waiting for you at night for your return. For some of you, you would rather spend some time drinking with your friends at the bar and telling her that you have important assignments in the office, letting her to wait for your return in the living room till the wee hours of the morning …

When you are down, she will be the first to encourage you. When you are happy, she would be the first to feel for your happiness before you open your mouth to tell her by looking at your face. When you achieve some good results at work or assignments, she feels the happiness with all her heart and pray to God to protect and bless you with more successes in the future.

Despite all the above, you repay her by asking her to talk less and tell her not to bother your work. You ask her to sleep when she wanted to spend some precious time with you sharing with some simple happenings of the day. Sometimes, you are too proud to take her out when you are out with your friends. Can you feel that the suffering that she has to endure for the next 30 years of her life staying with someone like you?

And for men, for the next 30 years, what do you do to repay her gratitude; you are only capable to continue to do what you know…….to work

Please continue to appreciate the woman of your life….

If you noticed that if there any women whom start to show some sacrifices to you, your door to the days of happiness has opened before you ….

Please grab the opportunity to share the happiness with her and help her to be the man of her dreams….

The Secrets of Man

I was reading the My Paper today and they display an interesting article on secrets of mans. Written by a woman.

Very interesting to read and also I feel it say about everything about man. hahaha


The 8 secrets of Man are:
1. Only allow themselves to be lazy and dirty
2. Want to be the head of the family in NAME.
3. Scared of Loneliness and Boredom
4. Two different person at home and out of home
5.When man is angry, need time to understand
6. Man is as jealous as woman
7. No outsiders intervention is welcome to their own affairs
8. Never Compare Man.

I think Man is a simple animal in the end and the above is true to I believe 85% of men.
I like to add one more to it.

9. When face with problems, Man like to go into a cave and think of the solution. Leave him alone and when he have that solution he will emerge from the cave.
(not say by me but by many expert on BGR issues.)

However I believe if a man had chosen a woman he want to give his 2nd half of his life to, he will do his utmost to give everything that he can to make the other life wonderful.

Happy quotes

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy otday. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it.

- Groucho Marx

Hope I can do this soon...

......

Many days had past since I had a job....Been at home most of the time as I don't really feeel that I like to go out. The place that I only go now is hospital.

Life is getting darker and more boring for me ... I just cannot find anything interesting to give me back drive and motivation. I don't know why, but somehow I cannot find things to motivate myself again.

HAI~~~~~~~~~~~~

09/01

09/01

This is the date last year when I started my first job at selling Property. Last night on my way to drink I look at the watch and I saw the date. It brought me to think 1 year had passed but I had done nothing. I am still at square one or even worst. I am without a job now. I also don't know what happen the past one year. It just flew past me and I also don't know what happened.

However, I suddenly realise that the last one year was really eventful. There are up and down no doubt. There are happy time and sad time. But look at the whole, there were more sad than happy time.

I can only sigh about the last one year. HAI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What a start to 2008

Hospital still the talk of the town for me. Enough said. Uncontrollable situations. What to do.

2008....People start a new job while I ended mine. It was a total sucky experiences for me. The whole culture is totally wrong and they think they are right. THE PLACE IS CALLED DP B_____. When office at International P____. (Fill in the blank at your own discreet)

It is ok for me because in life we moved on. But I just need to say it out and I will be fine.

It is a total rubbish company, being asked to do sale, there is no sale kit, no data for you. Everything I have is my mouth and my ability to lie to customer. I am very sorry to have to come out with stories to 2 customers, AIA and a accounting company. The boss is even worst, total bullshit want the customers to pay you money because you are DP Bureau. Total rubbish and bullshit. THAT boss left me a threat, I going to ask if I can seek legal action against her. I will reserve the right to.

What goes around come around. If the company is right and did nothing wrong it fear no one, if everything is wrong it fear everyone.

I have a lot anger that I want to say and want to scold the management there. But as I write I feel I am belittling myself. Why must I stood so low to be their level to accuse me of ? I don't need to be like them asshole in the making. I feel so much happier after leaving the shit hole. It is draining my energy away, with a stupid boss that think she is your mum. Now I know where all my unhappiness is from.... it is from this shit hole. It is so great to be free again, no need to be cover by shit everyday of my life.

I don't need to be like them. I will moved on because I believe there is greater me for me waiting at the horizon. I have so many goal and dreams to achieve in this short time. I have to stand up fast. There are people that want me to be down but I WILL NOT. LEAVING THE SHIT HOLE JUST MAKE ME FEEL THAT I SAW THE LIGHT THAT I AM WAITING.

I WILL STAND TALLER FROM THIS STORM FROM TODAY, BECAUSE I, JUNBIN, RAISED MYSELF ABOVE ALL. BECAUSE THE SUN WILL STILL SHINE AFTER THE STORM. I will be my own sun, I will seek and destroy everything and everyone in my path. I will remember who stab me this time, who wish I am down and out. IF THE CORE IS ROTTEN IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME THE WHOLE THING ROT.

Let this serve as a warning, what goes around come around. If you stab ppl now, someone will stab u later in life. Confirm that will not be me, because I don't have time for silly things like this. This is left for people with no substance, no ability. I believe in karma, I will not take revenge because there is never ending. I have no bad feeling, just that I'm young and learning the rope. I left with a smile.

Finally, I only have this to say:

I DONE NOTHING WRONG I WALK OUT THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR WITH MY CHIN UP AND HEAD HELD HIGH. BECAUSE I TOUCH MY HEART I CAN TELL MYSELF I TRIED MY BEST.