I called this blog my thoughts.... but I cannot really put my thoughts into this blog. I will be too transparent for everyone.
I shared my thought for my friends to see.... I sometime will leak more than I will want to say but I know what to say. Friends that know me know long enough can read in between the lines and understand me. Those who don't know me long enough, I can only say it take time and effort.
Recently, a lot of stuffs happened.... and I think I grow a lot from it as well. I can say I grew up a bit more. I am really unhappy about my pay now... but who is ever happy I guess. If I am at the benchmark I am contented but I am 40% away from the benchmark so I guess just bide my time for now... when a better offering come along I just had to bid farewell... Loyalties stay with the highest payer. It is the FACT OF REALITY.
It is a fact... I write it now to remind myself so later that I will not let emotion rule my mind.... Everywhere is the same... everyone do the same things. Unless HE is born rich and no need to work... else why we work so hard for???
Recently I found new reason to watch soccer again... not sure how come I lose a bit of interests the past season. Last season to me flew past me without me knowing. But this season seem to be more exciting than the last. haha
Arsenal is the richest club in Britain... second to Real Madrid only. HAHA...
24 September 2007
23 September 2007
Last few quotes from the Book
" All human relationship follows the same formula: Rapport = Trusts + Comfort"
"Interest + Attraction + seduction = sex"
" Using words like 'casual' and hang out', and the time constraint, were part of a strategy to make a visit a low-pressure event. It is a much better way to get someone to commit to time with a stranger. "
Page 408 to 409... a must read for all men. :-)
"Man never chooses the woman. All he can do is give her an opportunity to choose him"
"Interest + Attraction + seduction = sex"
" Using words like 'casual' and hang out', and the time constraint, were part of a strategy to make a visit a low-pressure event. It is a much better way to get someone to commit to time with a stranger. "
Page 408 to 409... a must read for all men. :-)
"Man never chooses the woman. All he can do is give her an opportunity to choose him"
21 September 2007
Obstacles
''obstacles don't have to stop you. If u run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure how to climb it, go though it or work around it. " Micheal Jordan
I just saw this on my way to work the other day.
Felt it is good to share with all my friends. :)
I just saw this on my way to work the other day.
Felt it is good to share with all my friends. :)
13 September 2007
How? What happen?
Been about 2 weeks since I last post. Time 2am...Date 13/09
These 2 weeks was really good. I got a gf and it seem my life is going up finally. everything seems to be in place and ready to move on. getting really busy at work, but I don't mind the stress as it mean that there is opportunity for me. What more to ask for now...
How I wish this bed of roses are there to stay forever. .
Everything was brought down to earth, Suddenly she decided to call it a stop. I really not sure why, I guess it is the usual me again. Saying something I didn't meant it or my ideas are being misrepresented by my mouth. I really don't understand. Why stop about what I thought was a very good talk.
That SMS message that I received from her at 850 in the morning,(..... Dun think can carry on..) make me shaken with cold shivers. Suddenly, I felt I lose someone really close. I lose focus on my work yet I need to put on a smile at work. HAHA. Life is joke. I really not sure why. But After re-enact the whole talk I guess I make a lot mistakes in the talk.
I let her lose confident in me and also i didn't give her security. I know myself that I make a really big mistake. I am really very sad, I find myself worse than the previous breakup. I fight back my tears the whole day at work but still find it really hard to hold back.
I know myself I will not give up easily now. For one reason, I believe I found that special ONE in her. She is really sweet and nice to me, very caring also. I am serious about this, at the end I guess I can only blame myself for all this. I guess I need to think before I talk. But I am someone that say what come into my mind. I don't want to go across as fake, I am like an open book. What you see is what you get.
I got a many pages( 10) proposal that I need to hand in by Thursday. Opps....It is 15 hours away from the deadline. Yet I haven't started on anything. I really no mood to write it, it was an opportunity for me. I believe I will screw up the whole proposal. I can only blame myself on this.
Why this must happen? I know I need to talk to her, there isn't anything wrong with the talk. It is just me, giving people the insecurity feeling.
To use my favourite analogy will be, I am 2-0 down with 15 mins to go, or even less time. I need a Kanu. Somehow this type of things always happen when the north london derby is at the weekend.
I felt I have been drop from the sky. Entering Free Fall mood......................................................
These 2 weeks was really good. I got a gf and it seem my life is going up finally. everything seems to be in place and ready to move on. getting really busy at work, but I don't mind the stress as it mean that there is opportunity for me. What more to ask for now...
How I wish this bed of roses are there to stay forever. .
Everything was brought down to earth, Suddenly she decided to call it a stop. I really not sure why, I guess it is the usual me again. Saying something I didn't meant it or my ideas are being misrepresented by my mouth. I really don't understand. Why stop about what I thought was a very good talk.
That SMS message that I received from her at 850 in the morning,(..... Dun think can carry on..) make me shaken with cold shivers. Suddenly, I felt I lose someone really close. I lose focus on my work yet I need to put on a smile at work. HAHA. Life is joke. I really not sure why. But After re-enact the whole talk I guess I make a lot mistakes in the talk.
I let her lose confident in me and also i didn't give her security. I know myself that I make a really big mistake. I am really very sad, I find myself worse than the previous breakup. I fight back my tears the whole day at work but still find it really hard to hold back.
I know myself I will not give up easily now. For one reason, I believe I found that special ONE in her. She is really sweet and nice to me, very caring also. I am serious about this, at the end I guess I can only blame myself for all this. I guess I need to think before I talk. But I am someone that say what come into my mind. I don't want to go across as fake, I am like an open book. What you see is what you get.
I got a many pages( 10) proposal that I need to hand in by Thursday. Opps....It is 15 hours away from the deadline. Yet I haven't started on anything. I really no mood to write it, it was an opportunity for me. I believe I will screw up the whole proposal. I can only blame myself on this.
Why this must happen? I know I need to talk to her, there isn't anything wrong with the talk. It is just me, giving people the insecurity feeling.
To use my favourite analogy will be, I am 2-0 down with 15 mins to go, or even less time. I need a Kanu. Somehow this type of things always happen when the north london derby is at the weekend.
I felt I have been drop from the sky. Entering Free Fall mood......................................................
02 September 2007
Is it Time to stop drinking
Is it time to stop the drinking and clubbing?
I got 3 friends that tell me it is time to stop and reduce it. The first one Kelvin, when he tell me that I was shocked. It really hit me. I decided to reduce the amount I drink at clubbing.
Last night KH and WL tell me to reduce.
I know I will have to stop. but I can say I really start to enjoy it now. I think I did tell KH that I will stop after the day. But somehow I continue. However this time I did say will be my birthday.
It will be the last day confirm this time. After my birthday. That it. 4 more months and less drinking from then on. As of now... hmmm I will start to reduce. Because What Kelvin told me really was a shock to the system. I drink less nowadays and I can foresee myself drinking less next the few months.
I got 3 friends that tell me it is time to stop and reduce it. The first one Kelvin, when he tell me that I was shocked. It really hit me. I decided to reduce the amount I drink at clubbing.
Last night KH and WL tell me to reduce.
I know I will have to stop. but I can say I really start to enjoy it now. I think I did tell KH that I will stop after the day. But somehow I continue. However this time I did say will be my birthday.
It will be the last day confirm this time. After my birthday. That it. 4 more months and less drinking from then on. As of now... hmmm I will start to reduce. Because What Kelvin told me really was a shock to the system. I drink less nowadays and I can foresee myself drinking less next the few months.
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