Went to get the answer today and somehow i got an answer or not an answer.
The answer don't seem to be the definite answer. It is not the YES or NO answer, which i source for a long time. IT is a wait, then see how is it, then decide answer. A answer that cannot decide now but later on in life. Many many years down the road I will have to decide.
Seem loss now with the answer. It is not totally bad or totally good. It just drag on. It will become better or it will get worse I suppose. Nothing can be done.
Not sure what to do. I think I need more time to think about it. Hai...why me???
Someone told me last night that I am a nice person so God will be fair to me... I guess she is right to a certain extent but still I am left to ponder on the issue.
Been drinking for the whole of last week because of this issue, now it is out i am no better. Hai...
I think tomorrow I will drink to my heart's content then decide. I will be at Dragonfly till late, Saturday still got to work. hmmmm.... I not sure whether drinking will help me, but somehow tomorrow my god-sister last day at work, going to celebrate and because TGIF. haha
Maybe the answer want me to live my life even more to the fullest.
Job wise, hope I can close more deal and learn more stuff.... Personally i feel it is stepping stone for me. I will move on when the time is right. Being Single now is also good, because i can keep the answer to myself only. No obligation to tell anyone. Later on if i ever get attached again, then i will ponder again.........
Enjoyed while you can because you never know when it will strike you. When it does, it is over.
I think I will sleep on it before I moved on in life. There is still so much things to do in life, not sure whether can try everything. Now I really know why people say in life need to be happy, too much things to do than to worry about others......
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